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The Pixies – Where is my Mind (1988)

Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Way out in the water, see it swimmin’
— Black Francis

Pixies Perform Where is my Mind

One of the issues I’m having writing this blog is looking at it from the outside and seeing a whiny bitch.

I’ve gotta make some changes and that’s what I’m working on. Hopefully I can share some strategies that work. Whether I succeed or fail, there’s going to be stages I go through. Maybe being a whiny bitch is a stage to be gone through, then again maybe it’s a step going in the completely wrong direction or maybe it’s not even reality, just the way I’m viewing it.

Probably all those things and more in various degrees. And then it could just be that I am a whiny bitch. I have no idea – It’s not helping though.

Whining about whining, it’s a loop.

I keep forgetting the basics:  Focus on the big picture. If I focus on my insecurities and what other people think (or what I think they think) I’m just making it harder to stay or even get in the game. Spending one’s life in relentless, obsessive negative thoughts doesn’t have many benefits.

— David

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👉 Life Strategy Tip 👈
#1 – Don’t be a whiny bitch

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By the way, another schedule went tits up.
— David

Float on – Modest Mouse (2004)

Alright, don’t worry, even if things end up a bit too heavy, we’ll all float on
— Isaac Brock, Dann Gallucci, Eric Judy, Benjamin Weikel

Snap from Float on Video

Things brightened up the last couple days, got some things done, listed.

I’ve been going through CDs, European labels, most of it I hadn’t heard of. I went on eBay and the results were often just European sellers. Some pretty rare ones. I’ll be putting them up. 

It’s easy when things go smoothly. 

— David

Gotta Get Up – Harry Nilsson (1971)

Gotta get up, gotta get out
Gotta get home before the morning comes
What if I’m late, got a big day
Gotta get home before the sun comes up
— Harry Nilsson

Harry Nilsson

20 days since I listed any items. Went to bed feeling like I’d be all ready to go in the morning. In the morning as I drank my coffee I just didn’t have it. So instead of listing I searched for ways to get motivated.

It wasn’t a loss: 
“You’re looking for motivation for something that requires discipline.”

Do it right – Moe Tucker and Daniel Johnston (1989)

Get it all in order
It’s the horse
And then the cart
You want to get it right

To do it right
Don’t play dumb
And don’t act smart

— Daniel Johnston

Moe Tucker and Daniel Johnston

It’s been 19 days since I listed anything.
If I wasn’t the boss, I’d fire me.

Been busy, doing things while avoiding listing. I could have listed, would have been better.

Sales are ok considering my small inventory, they would be good if I put more new things out.

In a way it goes back to the schedule, I only got the mornings block set up but that worked. Worked for almost a week and then a couple of days the next week.

A couple of setbacks though and things were falling apart. Sort of missed the main idea of setting up a schedule, a routine  – setting aside time to make sure important things get done when things are falling apart. Except things weren’t really falling apart.

And I could have restarted the schedule at any time.

I’m not totally kicking myself in the ass, but I should be.

 — David

E = mc2 – Big Audio Dynamite (1986)

Ritual ideas, relativity
Holy buildings, no people prophecy
Time slide, place to hide, nudge reality
Foresight, minds wide, magic imagery, oh-ho…
— Mick Jones and Don Letts

E = mc2 video

I was at the antique mall, saw lots of people looking up items on their phones “researching”. There are shows on TV having to do with reselling, storage auctions, pickers etc. There’s a culture of YouTubers and bloggers Embarrassed smiley face animated emoticon writing about flipping. There’s even courses to buy and groups to join. It’s a way to make side money, it’s a full time job, it’s a hobby and it’s a fad. The whole reselling industry has changed. 

I’ve been trying to find things that are drastically undervalued for cheap and resell them, in other words – treasure hunting. I think that’s what most of these people are doing and if they’re anything like me they’re making a lot of mistakes.

I was an estate sale and saw some $2-3 kiddie books from the late 60s, looked ’em up and they were going for like $15 each. I was stoked, struck gold. I camped out in the closet and looked up everything and bought 5 books. Another estate sale, another closet – all the jackets and coats were going for $10 each. I found some Grand National Championship High School Cheerleader jackets. I looked them up and they were going for $45. More gold. I was going to buy the whole lot but my wife told me only get the 2 best ones. 

When I got home and proceeded to check a bit more on my big score, I found basically they were worth about what I paid for them. I don’t know what happened but the likely culprits were: I was looking at the for sale instead of the sold price, I didn’t pay attention to the quality, maybe shipping was included…I don’t know. Other things to be aware about are year, color, specific model and these are just in general, it can go far deeper. But the middle of an estate sale with the hustle and bustle of people coming in and out just isn’t the place to try to research something you don’t know anything about.

My wife hung the jackets in my closet which I took as some kind of message – I asked her and she said it was to remind me of my mistakes, stay away from high school cheerleaders and pick known colleges.

This week I went to an estate sale and there wasn’t anything I knew the value of. Lots of things that looked possibly of value but? So I just went from room to room, table to table and counter to counter writing down various categories of items to try to find out what’s a good deal and what isn’t. For example in the kitchen there were cookbooks, utensils, salt and pepper shakers and so on.

Let’s pick cookbooks – The vast majority obviously aren’t rare or valuable but some are. I figure it’s completely doable though to do some research. Maybe a few weeks, it would take awhile. I wouldn’t be an expert but I should know what are good things to look for and more importantly I should know more than the estate sale people. After that move on to utensils then salt and pepper shakers. In a few months I could be hell in the kitchen.

Also with so much information easily and quickly available online it has become apparent that whatever niche I study it is necessary to learn the value of things pre-barcode. It’s harder than just scanning an item and that would be where you could find things that are worth buying that haven’t been properly researched.  Google Lens is getting better and better though so things that don’t have barcodes can be looked up but it takes more time and is more complicated so it’s more likely to be overlooked or just flat ignored. 

Flipping is more of a grind than a treasure hunt – The whole reselling industry has changed.
— David

I Don’t Remember – Peter Gabriel (1980)

I don’t remember, I don’t recall
I got no memory of anything at all
I don’t remember, I don’t recall
I got no memory of anything
Anything at all
— Peter Gabriel

Peter Gabriel Video

This is getting to be a clusterfuck. I still have a lot of media to sell but anything in under $10 or so is unprofitable because of shipping costs. The vast majority of my media falls into this category. What you’re seeing in the store is the top 5%.

After the hiccup with the cassettes, I moved on to a box of blue-rays. They’re in good condition but I found most of the titles aren’t worth enough to list.

I’ve spent the last week going through the rest of the DVDs I’ve had stored, trying to estimate prices and am seeing cents not dollars. Just heard that Best Buy has stopped carrying DVDs in their stores, I imagine they’ll be liquidating their inventory of new movies which will add to the glut.

I keep forgetting the plan –  selling DVDs is only a beginning to learn the basics of selling online, I’m going to be putting some lots together to sell locally but most of the DVDs will be either added to my personal library or going back in storage as it’s just silly to sell them right now.

— David

C 30, C60, C90 – Bow Wow Wow (1980)

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This is a decision I made on my own – I’m pulling all the cassettes from the eBay store and wanted to explain: 
(Just my opinion on selling cassettes there, the store’s doing fine, no disasters & I’m getting good feedback etc.)

eBay – Item Condition by Category
  Movies & TV, Music, Video Games:

Very Good – There is no damage to the jewel case or item cover: no scuffs, scratches cracks, or holes.

I get it, it should be like new but the next level down is “Good” where you’re practically giving stuff away. Fair price is all I’m looking for and I don’t think I can get that on eBay for cassettes.

So I ended up pulling all of the cassettes from the store a second time. First time was because of scuffs on jewel cases. Decided just to provide new jewel cases.

Now it’s scratches that I missed the first 2 times around. See the 3rd and 4th picture around the reels. Click on the picture to enlarge.

Like I said, I get it. Not going to deal with it. I’m just moving on to something else. I do have a significant amount of cassettes that I can put up in bulk lots but the “good stuff” is going to the back of the line. 

— David

Does Anybody Really Know What Time It Is? – Chicago (1969)

People runnin’ everywhere
Don’t know where to go
Don’t know where I am
Can’t see past the next step
Don’t have time to think past the last one
Have no time to look around
Just run around, run around think why
— Robert Lamm

Chicago

The schedule I set up crashed and burned. Didn’t even look at it today. I’ve still getting things done but the schedule was too complicated so I switched just to a simple list of tasks that I could set to repeat if necessary.

I do want to make something clear – I’m not so self-absorbed that I think anyone really cares much about my scheduling attempts or even most of the thoughts that pop in my head as I ponder the minutiae of my daily life. I won’t lie – I do hope I’m not boring people, but a lot of what I’ve written about is to provide context – My brain isn’t my friend. 

And in that jumbled mess that is my brain – I’m looking for that spark, it’s not not just motivation – it’s bigger than that – it’s the spark that make’s life worth living. And I’m putting my search out there.

If I’m sounding altruistic – I’m not, I’m pretty much the embodiment of a bitter old man who looks at the past with regret and future with disillusion. Don’t bother me and I won’t bother you. I’m doing ok today though and I’ve got work on doing the things that keep me doing ok.

I admit hasn’t been much of a search so far – I’d like to think I’m just warming up and eventually I’ll get into a groove – but for now it is what it is, small strides.

Speaking of, it’s a nice day – going out for a walk.

— David

Time – David Bowie (1972)

Time – He flexes like a whore
Falls wanking to the floor
His trick is you and me, boy
— David Bowie

David Bowie

I spent most of Saturday working on a way to set up a schedule using the apps currently on my computer. Started in the morning, by 3:30 pm I was looking at apps to buy although I already have at least 4 or 5 task schedulers and have tried out another 4 or 5 in the past. 

OCD in action – It had to be a certain design, I won’t go into details – it’s silly, a  piece of paper would work. I found an app I liked but when I went to purchase it I saw I would have to purchase it twice, once for the desktop and again for the phone. Aww.. fuck it. I made my own.

It worked, I’ve had 2 days of getting things done. Not so much because of the schedule but it’s because I invested enough into the schedule that I am currently using it. It’s an emotional thing not a logical thing. 

I already knew what I needed to get done, didn’t need to schedule it anyways. 

— David

There is a war between the rich and poor,a war between the man and the woman.There is a war between the left and right,a war between the black and white,a war between the odd and the even. Why don’t you come on back to the war, pick up your tiny burden,why don’t you come on back to the war, let’s all get even…

— Leonard Cohen

https://youtu.be/kw5G3_qo2So?si=Dac1Ctbpaj7fMtyW

I’ve had enough of reading things
By neurotic, psychotic, pig-headed politicians
All I want is the truth
Just give me some truth
— John Lennon

https://youtu.be/-ebhc-CdOyw?si=ahD1Ckj0-JJq1yJU

This could be heaven
Shallow spreads of ordered lawns
I like the illusion, illusion of privacy
The careful trees blending so perfectly
Bland planned idle luxury
Life in lovely allotted slots
A token nice, a nice constitution
A layered mass of subtle props
— John Lydon

https://youtu.be/L3ytMujOvDo?si=RocXowIoAD3vxrpi

I like my little patch of suburbia.

I have a bird bath outside the window at my desk and it’s fun to watch the birds throughout the day. With the summer heat though the bees started taking it over and the birds were going through hell. I ended up making a “bee bath” right next to it to lure the bees away. Had to empty the bird bath to get the bees to switch and get the new bath established as I gradually moved it farther and farther away. With no water in the bird bath, all the birds left.

It was a no win, the birds couldn’t use it with all the bees swarming so it pretty much had to be done.

After about a week I’ve started the bird bath back up. It will get busy again but it’s slow right now and I think some of my regulars have moved to other spots. After a bit there will be new ones to come and take their place, and so it goes.

— David

https://northtexasradio.org/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/Bee-Bath.mov

Colors on the street
Red, white and blue
People shufflin’ their feet
People sleepin’ in their shoes
But there’s a warnin’ sign on the road ahead
There’s a lot of people sayin’ we’d be better off dead
Don’t feel like Satan, but I am to them
So I try to forget it any way I can

Keep on rockin’ in the free world

— Neil Young

https://youtu.be/x0RauMZPb9g?si=0lGGSGeWBgYezq4c

Wishing everyone a happy and safe 4th of July.
— David